hellohs pepo.
i decided not to post this post in th quiz together to avoid distraction.
oh,whatever.
FINALLY UH!
i was given an answer.
he was online yesterday.
i don't know what to talk to him.
Yes,i did talk to him,at last.
But i was so afraid,idk why.
It's just that fear in your heart.
Maybe it's th fear of losing him.
Or telling me something that i don't wish to hear most.
I talked to him cause i wanted to find out th reason.
i really don't know what i've done,serious.
i asked him what was th relationship between us curently.
He replied:"dunno","maybe friends?"
oh,believe me,i didn't break down.
cause it was so numb,so numb.
i didn't have any feelings at first.
But it took it's toll,soon.-.-
i remembered what i said to myself last month.
i said"i would never cry on that day when we part.i would never."
a promise i made to myself.
if i can't even keep th promise,what should i do?
and yeahs.
i was controlling my tears.
really hard to contain the tears,conceal th sadness that's rumaging through.
i couldn't sleep.
Anyway,it ain't awful.
At least i knew th answer.
But,i regreted having to ask him th reason.stupid.
cause i was going to sleep.-.-
baskeht.
Then morning i don't know why.
Wenfang tell me she yesterday cry.
Cause she was thinking about denise.
Then she said she wanted to cry.
as a friend,i cry with her loh.
DUH,i was holding back my tears dunno for how long liao!
and then we kept crying.
i know it's lame,i know.
wenfang said something quite meaningful.
"Girls are strong,they an do it without boys."
Cheers to that:D
*nods*totally agree.
Or just to be imune to th pain.HAHA!
siao uh.who can be imune?-.-LOL.
actually wanted to post something.
But denise would flag my blog.LOL.
HAHA!
so better don't blog bout that.
Anyway,did i say i wanted to post vulgurities?
hahah.
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