sorry readers .
i shalln't post much today .
i really had no mood , no mood .
i laughed thanks to alester and sidanth . yeah , thanks .
i'm smiling in the facade but inside it's as though it still pains . very pain indeed .
During MSP , i nearly cried .
cikgu marini was again talking about the suicide .
i sat near the window .
hoping that there will be a chance to see him .
smiling and waving to me . hoping .
i wish to see his smile again , the smile that gives me comfort .
miss you but i try not to cry.

i just receieved another news from dylan . Another people had commited suicide .
buy the news , it'll be in it . dylan had watched that person jumped off from the building .
yeah , he called the police and ambulance all stuffs .

during tution it was as funny as usual , but i'm holding back my tears .
everyone in the tution was talking about chan hong's suicide .
stop talking about that will you . it's hurts deep enough , don't make it worser .
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